Friday, September 30, 2005

Wahaha, jordan never fails to make me laugh.. guess what?? he returned to school today with his hair uncut *wahaha*... his excuse??? "the barber was closed, they close every thursday"

everyone sitting around him during assembly were like saying "u are dead man" to him.. haha.. in da morning before assembly he tried to gel his hair.. but apparently he put too little and it failed.. *LoL*

when our form teacher came to our class during assembly, everyone was like looking at jordan.. then his chinese teacher came to ask him to see him later cuz jordan pon mt lessons yesterday... haha!!

after asembly jordan went to see his chinese teacher by the side of the parade square.. when we saw our form teacher walk by him, we thought she had forgotten, but then she turned back, stood beside jordan, looked at me.. and asked, "where is jordan?"

I was like, "erm, he's just beside you".. mrs setho *stares blankly at me before following my finger and looking to the side*... then she saw jordan and started scolding him along witht the chinese teacher.. haha.. two teacher in one moment.. omg.. he's super suay man..

and i heard chris pee-ed into the dustbin~~~~ yikes!!! i was like *wHaT iN Da WoRlD iS Ur PrOblEm?!?!*... oh man.. vs ppl and our crazy ideas...

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere
I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won't stop till they've reached their dreams
Diet pills, surgery
Photo shop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things aren't how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War 3
No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy
Is everybody going crazy

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
When kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

-Crazy->Simple Plan<

reflecting how i currently feel.. crazy...

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
2:34:00 PM

Thursday, September 29, 2005

Today we had some mass english lecture in the auditorium.. it was simply boring as they went through the mistakes of our prelim paper.. well, it was till they came to section 2 on the report writing.. the mistakes made by our fellow sec4's were simply hilarious.. *hahaha*

ok, then after recess we had physics lesson... and welcome to the time of clowning.. our dear class clown.. a.k.a jordan liew.. he was up to his nonsense again and had the whole class up in laughter...

Mrs Setho(MS): Jordan Liew!!!!!
Jordan(J) *stares blankly at the teacher*
MS: I thought i asked u to cut ur hair, why haven't u done so???
J: erm, oh.. i was going to cut today...
MS: give me a scissors.. *someone passes her a scissors, she walks towards jordan*
MS: i am going to cut ur hair now.. sit down here! *points to a chair*
J: hey mam', dun la.. i really will cut today.. really.. ok i cut then come back before 5 today to show u!!! *backs away*
*class burst into laughter*
MS: no!! i cannot trust u anymore.. come here!! if u don't u know what will happen..
J: ok la mam', lets negotiate *takes out wallet*
*class bUrsT inTo LaugHter*
MS: u trying to be funny is it, come outside now.. we go toilet to cut...
*both of them steps outside.. starts negotiating*
*whole class rushes to the windows to look outside*
*finally coming to a conclusion, jordan cuts, shows her tmr*
*class still chuckling*

*haha* jordan ah.. funny guy.. never fails to cheer the class up sometimes.. lolz...

during mt lesson, those ppl with free period came to camp at our class, not heeding warning, they started to play cards...

Mr.Chia walks up the stairs from behind joel, who was trying to help them watch out.. comes into the class, starts shouting...

MrChia(MC): Takes out all your cards now.. NOW!!!
*the 4 ppl sheepishly puts cards on table*
MC: *slams the cards on the table* SHAME!!!!
MC: *spots jordan* i thought i asked u to cut your hair!!!! why isn't it cut??
J: erm sir, my form teacher ask me to cut, i am going to cut today..
MC: shut up!!! u come see me tmr with your hair cut.. don't give excuses...

Mr Chia's backstab rating 4.5/5.. he will make one of the best cs player man... he is now a.k.a the Silent Killer....

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
2:24:00 PM

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Welcome to VS Day Of Moderation

First of all, it was okay.. as in for me.. for some others.. it was the the time of their life... yet for others, it was not a great experience at all.. as i know, all my subjectswere like exactly on the borderline of the grade so it will be taking at least 5 marks for me to move a grade...

SO first moderation... eng plus 1 mark.. ok.. i got 70.. plus 1, makes no difference.. next.. comb humanities, add 10 marks.. i got 53, add 10, become b4.. and since my geog is a b4 and i am already using it in my L1R5... i was almost willing to just kill myself at that moment.. oh well.. get on with it.. sciences, amaths all plus 5.. all went up 1 grade.. but in the end.. my L1R5... only went down by 2... to 15.......

Ok la, i know i should be saying unfair.. but if the moderation benifitted me more, i would most probably have shut up.. its just that ppl like hz and justin minus 7 and 6 off respectively and from their 21 pts one becomes 14, and the other becomes 15!!!! i was like *the world is so unfair*.. well nvm, good for them.. haiz.. temasek, meridian?? hmm...

My dad picked me up after school and we went sakae sushi =).. oh, and imagine my mum's reaction when she found out the bill was 40 bucks.. haha.. then she tio stun.. then she keep muttering about money money.. haha.. then i could see like my dad was super irritated.. haiz.. my mum ah.. but anyway, the food was great!! especially the soft sheel crap.. we ordered two servings.. LOLx...

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
6:04:00 PM

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.................. I'm so dead... my L1R5 for prelims? 17... omg thats like not even going to get me to temasek.. much less to say VJC!!!!!!! haiz.. how how, the only heartening thing is that this score is before... moderation.. i'm so dead....

I have no mood to post my scores.. but then i will leave it in God's hand.. to all those who yet to receive ur results... good luck =)....

I'm am slipping into a state
whereby if i don't reflect on what had just struck me
i would most probably be too depressed to think
i know i'm already starting to blabber rubbish
thats why i was thinking through the whole day
and now i finally realised
i see a glimmer of hope in the distance
my last shot at this goal of mine
however if i continue in this pace
i would never make it
time to accelerate
time to wake up
time to have the time of my life
to rock the o'lvl papers
and to enter the JC of my dreams

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
9:00:00 PM

Monday, September 26, 2005

Woah, abby is so clever with html.. i tio stunned by her skills at fixing this template.. hey.. but actually i was planning on redoing the whole thing.. haha.. thanks so much anyway =)

Tmr prelim results.. i'm so scared larh.. die die... how how?? can make it to vjc anotz?? i dun even know larh... haix... just hoping for the best liao lor... chem like only xin an get a1... wah.. tio *LoL* again..

Today after school went MP to study with abby.. then eileen came.. then willis and justin came.. hai yo.. jun yu pang seh to go study with soh... haha... we talk so much crap in MP... then smuggled starbucks up... omg.. the children's section was so noisy.. how i wished i had my mp3 with me.. everyone of them was like listening to some music and i was like some extra there larh... haix...

Yea yea wadeva, girls are good at stunning ppl, as seen from below.. i tio blur.. ai ya.. nvm.. haha... oh ya, and we showed the girls some johnnie "obscene" acts in class.. lucky they never see the nick tio rape one.. haha.. then i watch this clip the girl use a fork pulled out her eyeballs and satrted eating it.. i was like going to vomit on the spot!!!

then on the way home on bus 31 they started talking about lizards.. lolz.. so funny.. juz went hm in willis mum's car.. they didn't know that bedok interchhange had all the fast food chain.. abby couldn't even find pizza hut!!! hai yo.. shame...

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
7:57:00 PM

done!

edited your templete.
it was too hard to read.
it's now legible (:

"boys shouldn't interupt when girls are talking" josh says to eileen.
eileen looks at abby with a blank look.
"are you calling yourself a girl???"
josh tries hard to cover up "no, i'm not saying that...."
pauses for a while.
"ok. fine fine fine"
*bUrSt iNtO lAuGhtEr*
proclaimation from josh (:

.::courtesy of abby`::.

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
7:14:00 PM

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Heehee, cme test tmr.. dunno what to study.. lolz.. so just goign to whack.. dunno when izzit also.. haha.. and today in church we played pictionary.. it was simply hilarious man.. although we lost to the other team, it was a formidable feat becuz considering we didn't even had great artists on our team.. we were like just drawing out things and everyone was just shouting out something.. every thing we guessed correctly was so lucky one.. so anyhow..

woah, just heard something from jun yu.. sounds really interesting.. lolz... but i cannot say.. ltr he kena whacking then my fault...

one day
when i came home at lunchtime,
i heard a funny noise
went out to the back yard to find out if it was,
one of those rowdy boys.
stood there with my neighbour called peter,
and a Flux Capacitor.
he told me he built a time machine
like the one in a film i've seen,yeah yeah...
he said...

[Chorus:]i've been to the year three thousand
not much has changed but they lived under water,
and your great great great grand daughter,
is pretty fine (is pretty fine)

he took me to the future in the flux thing
and i saw everything,
boybands and another one and another one ... and another one!
triple breasted women swim around town... totally naked!
we drove round in a time machine,l
ike the one in the film i've seen..yeah yeah... he said...

[Chorus]

i took a trip to the year 3 thousand
this song had gone multi platinum,
everybody bought our 7th album.
it had outsold michael jackson,
i took a trip to the year 3 thousand
this song had gone multi platinum,
everybody bought our 7th album,
7th album.
he told me he built a time machine
like the one in a film i've seen,yeah yeah... he said...

[Chorus x4]

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
10:05:00 PM

Friday, September 23, 2005

Oh ya, i forgot to add that that day nickolas got raped in the class... haha.. it was like a day after his birthday and he was hoping that everyone forgot.. but thanks to johnnie who reminded everyone that nick's bdae was on the 20th, he got raped.. and i mean literally... one whole bunch of peepz grabbed him and started stripping him.. lolz.. chris almost pulled his underwear off... and it was CAUGHT ON VIDEO.. thank to our photographer justin.. haha.. going to ask him for the video.. so funny manz..

todays we had some funny farewell bbq for all our npcc sec4 ppl.. haix.. so bo liao.. ate very little.. most of the time playing cards and xbox? haha de sheng brought xbox to school and we were like choinging burnout revenge, fifa street, winning eleven 8... lolx.. so fun sia.. they play from like after school all da way until 7 plus? they uncle had to chase us out as he had to lock up the school.. haha...

Oh, i left early... dunno who they going to throw in the school pond, i wonder.. but i really have a smart guess... must be samuel.. poor guy.. haha...

Ok, prelim results out on tuesday.. and we're going to have like what.. CME exam on monday.. i was like -*HUH??!!??*- when they announced that in da hall.. i mean what CmE test?!?! omg, i thought that was a thing of the past.. haix.. my mcqs of physics and geog looks promising but my paper 2's sure die die... grrr... Oh btw, the bird in the physics qns did die!!! yay.... and the blanket qns, the ans was put it either way.. i was like *omg*.... dumb qns...

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
9:47:00 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

i can't believe it, the principal called us to assemble in the auditorium just to declare Vs as a band 1 school? and spend another 10 mins talking about his gangster-filled life? i mean whats the point? all they ever wanted to do was just to ask us to study hard... he said last yr's batch there were 130 who made it to vjc, he wants 150 from our batch.. i would tell him that he would be happy with 50....

well anyway, today did virtually nothing.. had some survey on our school.. haha.. loads of crappy qns...
For example:
Do your teachers make your lessons interesting/fun?
Ans: Disagress/strongly disagree...

haix.. time wasted in school....

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
3:15:00 PM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

6 weeks remaining to the end of our journey as sec4.. or rather.. our live son this planet... i can't really be happy that i was born Singaporean.. i mean.. the education system is great and all but compare it to the system of other country, our's is like twice or more stressful?? i mean ya.. we are being pushed cuz human is our presumed one and only resourse...

But then again.. i hope that there would really be moderation.. omg, read hong zhou blog and the comb humanities is like... doomed?? haiz... now what, have to depend on geog? with funny plate tech questions? die die...

anyway,
Happy 16Th Birthday Nickolas
someone plz bring a camera tmr, we are going to have a "party".. haha..

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
9:51:00 PM

Monday, September 19, 2005

Mary belongs to the words of a song.
I try to be strong for her, try not to be wrong for her.
But she will not wait for me, anymore, anymore.
Why did I say all those things before? I was sure.

(She is the one), but I have a purpose,
(she is the one), and I have to fight this,
(she is the one), a villian I can't knock down.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
still I will always fight on for you.

Mary's alive in the bright New York sky,
the city lights shine for her, above them I cry for her.
verything's small on the ground below, down below.
What if I fall, then where would I go, would she know?

(She is the one), all that I wanted,
(she is the one), and I will be haunted,
(she is the one), this gift is my curse for now.

I see your face with every punch I take, and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say, Still I will always fight on for you.
Fight on for you ...

Mary?? omg, what a crap name.. it shoud be...(places a blank).. haha

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
9:42:00 PM

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Okay, so the prelims are over.. but then have we ever thought of continuing our studies.. it seems like once the prelims are over, we start slacking(in my case).. we do nothing, just come online.. play games.. chit chat.. nothing else..

i just read a touching story bk review today.. its about this book called (war game)...

it features a true story during world war 1.. the fight was between germany and britain.. and it was during christmas time.. it was the night of christmas eve.. and suddenly from the trenches, the german ppl started singing "silent night".. they were soon joined by british troops who sang "first noel"... soon, they all were singing together.. that night.. there was a trunce btw all the soldiers.. they agreed to lay down all weapons.. there was singing and peace..

All the officers were alarmed as they couldn't think of what will happen if the soldiers refused to fight the next day.. anyway, the soldiers even had a game of soccer btw themselves... the next day when they resumed fighting.. the fight was an unwilling battle.. both sides gave all indication of battle so that each one can be prepared.. they were so sad that they had to fight their new found friends...

if only the world can come to understand one another, there will never be conflict in this world..

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
8:12:00 PM

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Geog core, my last paper.. weee!!! i'm finally free of my prelims.. exams are over.. but oh craps... 7 more weeks to olvl's... and according to my current status, i don't think i can make it if i dun start bucking up..

Geog core is totally out of the equation already.. the mcq was okay.. but the paper two... sianz.. the first qns of the plate tech : what are plates? [4]

I was like? 4 marks?!?!?! die.. i was so stunned i wanted to write the things we put our food on and eat from.. haix.. didn't even study migration and it came out.. 7 marks down the drain immediately...

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
3:05:00 PM

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Weee, finally something that i can be confident of!! my chemistry *mUaCkS* i suddenly luvre chem very much after it just kind of save my science component.. physics was a major screw up and this was the only exam i could depend on to save my l1r5... well hope so la.. emaths for maths, chem for science.. humanities dunno comb will do well anot.. but nvm.. will just piah for geog just in case suddenly screw up comb...

there was one question on how is methane gas obtained for the habour process... i wanted to put biogas but then again.. *hahahahahah*..

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
1:40:00 PM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Yawn*
amaths
everyone like so confident...
and i like so disappointed..
dunno y of all paers i always kena stun at amaths papers
paper 1 was so okay la
and i was like feeling good
then the paper 2 just have to be so stunning that its indescribable
just as i thought
there was a glimmer of hope for my prelims
it all faded away within one day..
oh well...

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
5:40:00 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

Physics used to be a subject where i found okay.. but after today.. i would start thinking otherwise.. okay actually paper 1 wasn't that bad except for a few lame questions... such as

u have 2 blankets. one is new,thick and the other is old. the new one is a good heat insulator while the old is not. in what way can u keep urself the warmest on a cold day?

then the answers was like, put one on top of u, put the other beside you.. (i was like who puts a blanket beside yourself??? and how is this related to physics??!?!?!) anyway i anyhow tikam tikam and dunno larh..

then another question is there's this bird perched on a copper wire circuit with its two legs having a light bulb in btw.. they ask if the switch closes will the bird get shock?? -i look at the qns and started LOLing-

well anyway, crazy physics..

This time is one where we have to go through once in a lifetime
it may not be a nice thought
it may be depressing
but to all my bros and sis, hold on
strive on
the weeks will past
before u know
3 mths is over
and we'll be celebrating

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
1:06:00 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Sunday, church again.. woots~~~

Had a few new peepz join us for class today.. and class dragged on the break the longest ever class timing.. yawn.. but then again, it was quite interesting.. at least i didn't nod off after sleeping near midnite last night..

I went up during the altar call today.. thanks to uncle anthony =).. the Lord lifted my burdens away ... its like all the burdens that i've been carrying was all washed away...

Tmr is physics and what am i still doing online man.. its like half the usual vs peepz is offline.. wow.. i think i'm the only one larh.. sianz..

abby~ thanks really much for ur letter =)

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
6:02:00 PM

Friday, September 09, 2005

History paper rocks man...
I think i dun have to depend on geog anymore
but hey i'm like so confident
but not like khyrul who's going to rjc wif azura
haha..
the topics today were lame
china, russia and ww2
but then i stare at the ww2 qns and gave up on it..
it was crap like why did the allies win the germany...
so i did china..
the land where our forefathers(presumption) came from..
talked crap bout revolution and ccp-kmt alliance..
and now we left 4 papers..
Yay...

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
12:09:00 PM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

History paper tmr!!!! crap!! i think now i only finished less than half of wot i wanted to study... crap crap.. dun even know wot topics will come out.. but butting my bet on china and world war 2...

Cool.. i just saw pest control unti shooting down a crow.. poor bird.. haix.. as if talking online the whole day is gng to help me.. but oh well... still chatting with ppl.. die die..

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
12:41:00 PM

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Woohoo!! had our ss paper today.. darn!! i was hoping that venice dussen come out and then more than half the school will be LOL-IFIED... but then it came out.. and i shouted "DOGE!!!" in da hall.. it was quite loud and the ppl beside me could hear.. lols.. like asking for a scolding huh..

well anyway the sbq was some retarded relation btw ASEAN and the US.. the cartoon was equally retarded... i dunno what the hourglass in the centre of the picture was for larh!! seq, industrial redevelopment was merged with population!! lolx.. poor nick nv study and he lost 13 marks? sad... well anyway i hope u all can do well too yarh? cheers =)

I did some crazy qns which involved industrial redevelopment and some lame crap.. they merged it with people: a precious resourse.. phew.. lucky i studied that too.. cuz i hate venice.. dunno why..

And willis keep wanting us to go to the library.. he says there's no hidden intention.. but we all know better huh? haha.. he just wants to be with eileen =) and then we propose putting him with darren so one go see eileen, the other go for eleanor.. LOLx...

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
11:19:00 AM

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Today, is the most boring day of my life.. firstly.. i have got nothing to do except study for social studies.. secondly.. i just finsihed gaming for 4 straight hours and i want to play more.. so am i completely crazy? or am i just wanting to give up on da 1st 3 mths?

But oh well, i can't go to school to study cuz my mum dussen allow.. and that really lame.. cuz my dad's out fishing at sea and like i would confirm be using the com till she gets home around 6.. so oh well.. i think there goes my ss...

But then again, tomorrow's paper is only 1 and a half hour.. i mean.. who goes to school for 1 and a half hour and head home? This is getting stupid.. they should just put history together with this and we will be doomed..

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
1:34:00 PM

Monday, September 05, 2005

Emaths, the subject most people were confident about.. i emphasize on the "were"... thats until today.. the dreaded prelims.. the first big paper many of us were so looking forward to to give us a morale boost for the rest of our papers... but then again.. we were disappointed, just as the school had disappointed us for our mid-years..

i hereby announce that if i get full marks for my emaths paper, i would treat everyone i know to a ten course meal at crystal jade restaurant... wah... like so confident ah.. later really some crap moderation get me full marks.. buts that really impossible already la....

well anyway, they decide to go bk, again! for lunch... everytime u know, they like not sianz of bk... but nvm.. just went for fun.. then they pang seh willis.. haha.. so funny.. see he decided to walk to MP while the rest was like "yarh, we would take the bus".. but in the end they all went back to school!!! haha.. imagine only willis and xiang long there.. lolx... and i lost count of how many times we mentioned "eileen!!" to willis..

Oh, and darren likes eleanor!! the one from tkgs!! the one that abby, eileen knows =).. okay darren, if the girls see this line.. i think u're as good as a goner... haha.. he took just 5 seconds to look at jun yu's neoprint of her and his comment was like "come on larh, she got perfect eyes" and we were like.. "Woah!!" so loudly in bk.. lolx..

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
3:53:00 PM

Sunday, September 04, 2005

The darn prelims are finally here.. tmr is the first big paper.. actually it had already started, but practicals and eng paper, count as wot big papers? tomorrow emaths paper is then the big one man, the actual kick off... haha..

But what in da world man, our schools is the one-of-a-kind that have papers in the holidays.. okay maybe not the only school... but its kinda of retarted.. the only comforting thought being we will have more time for our o'lvl studies... i hope that i can do well man=)... good luck to all!!!

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
10:48:00 PM

Saturday, September 03, 2005

If one day u feel like crying
Call me
I don't promise that i will make u laugh
But i can cry with you

If one day u wanna run away
Don't be afraid to call me
I don't promise to ask u to stay
But i can run with you

If one day u don't want to listen to anyone
Call me
I promise i will be very quiet

But,
If one day,
you call
And there is no answer
Come fast to see me
Perhaps i need you...

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
10:38:00 PM

Friday, September 02, 2005

Haha.. some thanks for the post below abby =).. i'm sure jun yu will thank you very much for that!!

Well, anyway.. today they had some biology practical which totally doesn't involve me at all!!1 so oh well, i went to school basically to do some study.. and then they had geog remedial... since i'm not doing climate.. it was useless to listen as well.. so i was doing my own work.. well had a few qns to ask my geog teacher.. so it wasn't time wasted =)

Then went to MP library to try to mug.. the weather was super cold larh.. and i got caught in the rain... and we wrote love letters to *aHeM* "only some know who" and that lead to the exchange of letters btw two parties as posted below, courtesy of abby =P... oh.. we met abby and eileen at MP...

mug, mug.. then started talking a whole lot of crap when the girls came down.. poor willis was the centre of "attraction".. haha.. then we got him to apologise.. and he pointed the finger at me.. haix.. for some reason or another.. lolx.. i think becuz he was embarass.. cuz u see, his friend from tkss was there when he went to apologise to eileen.. only those present would know the lame story *HaHaS*

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
9:56:00 PM

The confession letter.
dearest XXX,
hello darling! =) i am sure we are both going through a particularly difficult perid in our lives. the prlims are menancingly looming around the corner. but knowing you intimately, i have no doubts that you would breeze through it and ultimately find a place in VJC - ultimately beside me. despite the fact that i know you for like half a year, the thought of a future without you with me, by my side, every step along the way is unimaginable. in my heart, you have enslaved my emotions and blinded my senses. your eyes, that sweet lingering smile, the warmth of your hair & most importantly; the unexplainable aura of happiness that i sense near you has brightened up my life. here i am... a guy, standing right before you, asking you to love him...

lets take a walk together,
near the ocean shore
hand in hand, you and i
lets cherish every moment,
we have been givemthe time is passing by
the world is always changing,
nothing stays the same
my love will stand the test-time.
the next life what we live in,
remains to be seenwould you be by my side?
~cherish the love~

The rejection letter.
To YYY,
hi brother! prelims are alright. you are going to VJC? alright i shall go to TJC then! even though we have known each other for half a year, you will always be my BRUDDER! i do not have ANY feelings for you! sorry brother! i will never, i repeat never, i repeat never ever, i repeat never ever ever fall for you! i'm sorry to reject you. but somehow i feel that it is the best for the both of us. think about it, i have so many SHUAI GES jioing me, so ya, pls understand. i'm too pretty & i can't give up the whole forest for one tiny willow. so please dun wait for me anymore.

lets NOT take a walk together,
near the rubbish dump
leg in leg, you and someone else [not me!]
let's NOT cherish the moment
we [wad we?] have been given
the time is passing by
the world is always changing [DUH!]
nothing stays the same [hmmm, who should i go out with tmr?]
my love [for others, not you!] will stand the test time
the next life that we are born inremains to be seen
NO, i won't be by your side
~cherish the bruddership~

The sad letter.
dear XXX, i read your reply with much dismay, the more i carried on reading, the more my heart bled. dismay filled me. red eyes greeted the last few lines. despite the reassurance that i am your brother, it just pains me to leave out relationship at such a stage. yet, i am hopeful, optimistic that one day, you may just feel the same way about me. but realism steps in and i am surrounded by darkness. loss within my torn soul, the emptiness inside of me is a void that no other girl can fill.yes i have lost. i played & lost the game of love. i may not be good-looking or rich, but i have you one thing, Love. maybe it was wrong of me to even fall in love with you. sin i term it. but despite my bitterness, i shall force a smile & hope that you find your stout oak. i might not wait for you, but i know that i will never regret all the times i spent with you.
yours dearly,
YYY

*hAhAhAhA* today was super funny (: posted by*aBby.Baby*

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
9:06:00 PM

Thursday, September 01, 2005

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned it's back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

And there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned it's back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

-Crash and burn- "Savage Gardens"

To someone =)

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
8:56:00 AM