Tuesday, May 30, 2006

a day of lectures & more boring lectures... basically all the lectures.. man how good it feels to pay attention once in a while and then u begin to understan the things that u never thought you would understand at all. haha. but apparently by paying attention the draining effect is great and it leaves u half dead by the end of the day.

anyway i headed to tampines with wee hian and kelvin wong.. wee hain dropped off at pasir ris.. haha.. kelvin wong was totally nonsense on the bus.. the amount of jokes we generate can keep my smiling throughout the day.. hahaha.. and i didn't know he's from duman high!!! he told me then i was like.. OMG.. LOLx....

food for thought - don't make negative statements that others would take seriously. don't believe in statements before taking effort in finding out the actual truth. it hurts to know the one u thought were such nice people are the ones that hurts you the most.

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
10:21:00 PM

Monday, May 29, 2006

Yesterday

i went to upper pierce reservior cause CM was having some activities. so fun. haha. i watched the kids have fun while i just walk around the place enjoying the nature. yeah. i was a real eye opener. the two reserviors- upper n lower pierce, are just seperated by a long downhill slope. and both reservoirs are surrounded by nature. real cool

i saw terrapins. and deb caught a caterpillar. haha. furry orange creature. i think it's poisonous? but oh wells she had fun playing with it. sadly there was rain and they had to cut short the whole thing. back in church i hadta follow a whole bunch of ppl to use unbrellas to shelter the kids to the building. haha. i pity those who were in jeans, all soaked to the knees =D

Today

had Gp exam in the morning. omg it was harder than i expected. cross fingers and hope for the best. then went for learning journey which wasn't successful at all. we ended up just walking around suntec doing nothing. haha.

ok then at 5 we headed to shaw towers to watch a movie - X-MEN 3! =). the movie was great. especially when it was watched with your whole jc1!! haha. the cinema was big seh. haha. wa i like xmen, xmen rocks.

then we headed for dinner. yupp then headed home via mrt. sighs, jesslyn's gone. ah wells, just a simple hug and goodbye. probably the last i see of her for some time. sad, i will miss the times we talk girl. u rock =)

person`i dunno why. is it just u? or is it just me? i want things to be as they were. but it seems like there's no way to go back. fine. u take your way. i take mine. this way i won't be inteferring with anything. i won't have anything to do with you.

- everything bout me. the truth, lies, seems distorted. i dunno if it's others, or it's just me thats the only one unaware.

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
11:08:00 PM

Saturday, May 27, 2006

WAHAHAHA, I JUST SAW SOMETHING FUNNY....

wahaha, it just made my day.. wahaha. if u wanna know ask me personally. WAHAHA. CANNOT MAINTAIN... LOLOLOL.

-so cuteeeeee............................

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10:36:00 PM

Friday, May 26, 2006

i havn't been updating for the past to days cuz wells there's basically nothing much to blog about. we lost the finals in soccer. weels, i'm on neutral stand anyway because so many of the vs soccer guys are in vjc soccer team. and mj's my school. so i dunno who to support. so just remain neutral = best rite? but i heard mj did well and deserved to win. sometimes luck just fails to shine on us.

i love cleo, did i tell u that? she's my bestest sweetest mei mei =) hahahaha.
jesslyn rocks too! she's my sweetest darling! =) [she ask me to add this -> dearest] haha..

ahh, finally the holidays are here. but oh wells the whole of next week have to go back to school. thank the school for creating make up lessons. but oh wells i think it serves to benefit us only. =) so for this june holidays it's time to - mug mug mug!

-the reason..

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8:53:00 AM

Monday, May 22, 2006

i love my class!! =) all of you make my day so nice although i was feeling unwell!

special thanks to randy, ziqi and cleo who asked me how i was. and not forgetting abby too! =)

i feel much better, although a large part of my day was spent on gaming. doom, the mid-yrs are coming up and what am i doing? slacking =(

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10:29:00 PM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

it's sunday it's sunday.. a family day.. =)

sunday class as usual. but today the class was small with very little people attending. anyway, royston and aaron led class. royston was a damn good teacher man. anyways after class i left church almost immediately.

dropped mummy off at parkway cause she wanted to cut her hair. my dad, sis and i went to geylang community library. i started stoning on the cushion seats there. LOL. so boring la. finally got going, we went back to parkway to eat. had steamboat! the steamboat there absolutely rocks! the owner's a christian btw. ok that was random but oh wells.

i completed maths assignment! now doing econs project. better make it good cuz all the impt ppl are sitting in for class on thurs! =(

Lord everyday i pray
that you would show me the way
with each step i take
with each move i make
would u light up my paths
such that i can see clearly
would u give me a clear direction
such that i no longer wander around in circles
Lord, i need a direction...

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
3:57:00 PM

Friday, May 19, 2006

haha, just came back not long ago from bowling training. after a whole week of no bowling.. feels great to step out on the lanes again man! =).

argh, my thumb hurts from bolwing so many games. haha, it was simply crazy how i tried to bolw wee hian's style.. throw ball out to 1st arrow.. make it hook back to the centre pin.. my ball cannot hook for nuts.

and guess what.. yes YAY! it's finally the week end again! =D

Happy Birthday to.............

Henry!!!! and.......
Cynthia!!! =)

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
10:52:00 PM

Thursday, May 18, 2006

omg my tagboard is about never ending politics. just cause i support WP! gRRr!!

anyways, today after assembly i left for yishun safra where they held the doubles event. our teams bowled quite well, better than monday in fact. seems as though they are getting more confidence in their bowling. then they got to store their bolwing bags behind the lanes. u know where all the machinery are? yeah. i got to see how to machineries work! so cool la. i even got to hold a pin. wahaha.. it's larger than i imagined it to me.

and as i walk along the last lane, i notice how short the lanes actually were and how narrow it was. it seems when you are bolwing that the pins are a mile away and the lane so wide that your ball has ample time to hook like funfair =). ahh wells, eye openers come often don't they?

so then i went back to school. heard some sad news + chinese test postpone to tmr. and tmr i haf training. well done. hope it doesn't clash with my training. hey, i just realised so many people nv come school today. funny how small class seems when there's a lack of even one person. i'm so tired, as usual from incorrect amount of sleep. sighs...

got a few work to complete. gah. GP essay, econs project, maths project. more and more stuff. lets start clearing them before they pile up. sighs. another busy week end coming up.

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
6:02:00 PM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

There have been times in your life
when all seemed lost.
Life just wasn't worth living
through another day.
Then you need to remember things
that are important to you.

For as low as we fall there is always
something or someone, somewhere,
to help pull you back
from the deep pits of darkness.
Once you feel yourself slipping
grab on to that something or someone.

We wonder why life has given us such
a bad deal. This is not to question.
Love, Hope and Faith will guide us.
Look around and find the things
you need to live for.
If we look hard enough,
we will find the place we need to be.

Hold on for your loved ones,
hold on for yourself. God will take you
when he needs you. Until then
make the most of what you have.
Give the most that you can,
love the best you can,
And never lose hope.

Each morning you wake up
Thank God you are still alive,
to live another day to find your way.

Life is truly worth living for, if you look.
Find that place you need to be
And just hold on.

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
10:22:00 PM

Monday, May 15, 2006

woot, today i left school when MT lessons started, which was great cause that means i get to skip the MT test that was looming. yeah!

well, the MJC bowling team went to yishun safra to bowl in the competition. we didn't do that badly. one person even managed to get a clean game. which means the whole team is gonna get a trat from the coach to Seoul Gardens! wahaha! today is the individual event. thursday is the doubles event. lets hope we can do better! =)

I don't understand..

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9:24:00 PM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Happy Mother's Day!!!!
(to all mothers of the past, present, future)

LOL. today church was so so so funny, cause the girls had a cake for aunty winnie. then when abby was passing the sliced cake to Gen it fell on Andrew's pants! HAHAHAHA, the whole class laugh until tears were flowing. wells, anyway, we had a great lesson with ben-aw and brandon leading.. =)

tmr got bowling competition. that means i get to skip several lessons! =D

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10:13:00 PM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Yesterday

yesterday we had class bbq! =). it was great except we had to barbecue in the kitchen which led to the whole place smoking. haha. it was raining so we couldn't barbecue outdoors at the swimming pool. we had the gathering in the comforts of Jesslyn's home. wa, they say her current home is nicer than this home when her this home is already so big and nice.

ok so barbecue was like.. i think we cooked about 20-30% of the food only lor? so much uncooked leftovers. after dinner the guys went to the nearby CC to play basketball. as usual i was standing around doing nothing except shoot when the ball gets to me. that's the only thing i can do. hahahaha.

Mr Hon ended up not coming!!! i was so tired i virtually crawled my way home. totally disorientated..... was GG sent Ziqi home! wa wa, lectures from abby & me actually works.. wahahahaha...

-and behind his tired eyes
she sees a boy with his arms wide
that makes her feel like an angel-

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
5:15:00 PM

Thursday, May 11, 2006

today was one fun day. a day which marks the beginning of the end of the week cause tmr is vesak day! *yay*

anyways, we got back our maths paper today. i got 17/25! =D. i think it was quite an achievement. considering that i was expecting was lower than that since my trigo was like some failure. well, by God's grace =).

wee hian is now officially the CG rep! yeah, he's good and great as a rep. Kum Hung, cheer up k? dun be sad because u were not voted as a CG rep. there would be opportunities coming your way. wee hian super lame, whole day complaining to me that i keep winning him in test. anyways, i'm about to prove him wrong by the physics test, which i'm obviously gonna fail.

after school a group of us went to a nearby basketball court to play. soccer & basketball. damn, i'm really a noob at basketball. see everyone who played either possess at least one of these qualities or both. the two factors are height and skill. i have neither! =D *sighs* anyways, i had fun.. great class bonding time.

then they bowling team had the last training before the actual competition starts. the coach damn funny at debriefing.

Coach: if any of u get a clean game(I.E no open frames, all spares or strikes). i shall treat the whole bowling team. *long pause*.. as u can see there are quite a number of you, the most i can afford is Seoul Garden.
Everyone: -__- wah!!!!!!!!!!!
Coach:u all don't try to be funny ah. if the ball can't hook then just throw straight. don't try to hook, twist your hand, change line, change arrow. it's not as if the judges would hold up a board saying "10" if you throw a brilliant hook.
Everyone: LOL *ROFL*

the coach is seriously crazy. haha.. he's a nice guy la..

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
10:17:00 PM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

tuesday! we had econs test today! stupid man, the test was suppose to be like 20mins test rite? we step in then they say the test 45mins. or izzit i hear wrongly beforehand? *argh* i dunno la.. i think i'm gonna fail anyways. but heh, i did study leh!

then i got back chem test. woots i pass and beat wee hian by 1 and a half marks! =D. physics practical was so boring. the whole class virtually switch off la. everyone was doing their own thing. haha. tmr got choir concert plus bowling training.

ZZzZZz. school's so tiring.. zzZzZzZz............

abby` get well soon babe! =)

Postcards and letters
Pictures made to last forever
To Be boxed up
and tossed away
Nick-Nacs, Souvenirs
In an afternoon
Their out of here
They dissapear without a trace
What they mean to me can never be replaced

I can't unthink about you
I can't unfeel your touch
I can't unhear all the words
Unsay all the things that used to mean so much
I wish i could unremember everything
My hearts been through
Im finding out its impossible to do
Oh, its no use
I can't unlove you

In this dance of old songs
Like time they go on and on
I guess i could learn to do the same
I could wake up without you
These two arms not around you
Tell myself its meant to be this way
No matter how i try
Some things i can't change.

I wish i could unremember
Everything my hearts been through
Im finding out its impossible to do
Its no use
I can't unlove you

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
5:33:00 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

woohoo, ferarri won the Germany grand Prix! Wahoo! they got 1st n 3rd place! Ferrari rox! =D
my fav team of all time! the scarlet red car =D

wells, this weekend has been nicely spent cause i took some time for HW. like once in a bluemoon =). and i'm nursing a wrist injury with the stupid NAFA tmr. i'm so dead. i confirm fail one cause i can't do pullups. so maybe i just slack the whole thing. or get bronze of something. haha. wells...

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10:22:00 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006

friday.. finally it's the end of the week! *yay*

ai ya.. skip skip the whole day. except during PE where although my wrist hurts i still knock it down.. crap la.. not it hurts even more. and monday is NAFA. die die die.

ok so i went home, i had bolwing traning at 6. so sian one the training, cuz we didn't play game at all and so many people didn't go. HEY, bolwing competitions coming up in 2 weeks time! that means i get to skip lessons! *cheers*!!!! wahahaha...

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
10:03:00 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

i hate it sooooooooooooooooooooooo much, why am i the only WP supporter?!?!?!! *argh*

anyways, today was a zombie-like day cause of the lack of slep for me. *yawn* all the lessons i couldn't pay attention at all. *sighs* ok la, nothing much to talk about la. except that i had to stay back for some NE rep thingey so decided to watch the Rj-Aj match.. AJ won 1-0.. heh =).. then watched MJ match.. MJ won ACJ 5-2! =) they rock! =)

Had I known the path this road would lead, I would have turned back around
Had I seen this coming, this pain and sorrow, feeling lost and never found

If I could have looked into my future and known Your plans for me
I would have crumbled and fell to pieces at all that I did see

But as it hit me and my heart did falter and my spirit did grow weak
I hit my knees and cried to You, Lord, with all my heart
Your will did I seek
Morning after morning and day after day I prayed for
Your love and grace

I begged for comfort and for mercy and for You to take me out of this place
I prayed for Your healing to settle upon me, every moment did I plead
And as I trudged along this journey I was certain You would see my need

I just knew you would rescue me from this heartache and come and save the day
These mighty foes that I did face I was waiting for You to come and slay

But everyday as I awoke the pain and the destruction was all I would see
My heart still cried out to the Lord, "My Father, do You even hear me?"
Because I was certain that by now that all my pain would be gone

I just knew as night had brought sorrow that You would finally send the dawn
I had prayed for You to carry me over
and to put my feet on brand new ground
But yet I still feel as I'm sinking when
I survey the destruction that is on the mound

Yet in Your gentle way you spoke and with a mighty voice
You said,'My child quit looking behind and around and begin to look ahead.'
So 'do not fear for I am with you'
I always have been and always will be

Now when I feel as though I'm dying I remember You gave me the key
To unlock my weights and burdens and guilt
and shame that I carried around
For once I was looking to end my suffering
and that was what was keeping me bound
For I must go through this, there is no way over,
but You are right here by my side
You know my tears and all my sorrows
because You came to earth and suffered and died
So change my heart and make me see that I can't escape the pain
But because of my tears and all my losses, Your unfailing love did I gain!

_somebody save me?

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
9:25:00 PM

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Today, a wednesday! that means i can wake up later! =D. which i did, but it was only half an hour of extra sleep! =(.

anyways, went to school early in the morning, for the first time no one was at the study benches so i went to the library to stone in front of the computer. ok, some great start to the day huh. ok la, the day, nothing spectacular happen. yeah. tiring and all as usual.

after school we had Triton house meeting, i voted for the house names to be changed to Orientation house names! =). i mean,vega and everything sounds nicer rite? but the idea of Vega being green in colour is a bit.. off? =) den they had house nominees, yeah had voting system also. was democratic la this school =D

okay, then after Triton house meeting had to wait for bolwing training to start. which is at 6? stupid la, the house meeting end so early and cca had to start so late. =(. anyways, camp in the library with wee hian looking at soccer clips. i admit i wasted my time. LOL. then my dad kindly fetched me and 3 other bowling mates to Safra @ Yishun. yeah! the Safra is super cool man. it's way nicer than tampines's Safra.

ok, i admit my bowling ball is too heavy for me. by the time we warmed up, practise and stuff, i was too tired to lift my bowling ball, thus it couldn't hook, thus when they start the game, my ball never HOOKS to hit the head pin. In the warm up it actually HOOKED, i mean COOL MAN, i can HOOK my bowling ball. WAHAHAHA, great achievement for Josh =P. But anyway, i bowled a 107. i dunno if everyone was tired or what, but all also bowled way off their normal scores.

anyways, then me & my dad went to meet his friend at yishun central. WP was having their rally nearby on the field! OMG. just LOOK at the amount of ppl there! TENS of thousands! JAMMING up the whole area! GO WP GO! =D. we went to a food centre and i had fish soup, which was great (ok,mabe because i was famished) and 'tang yuan' for dessert. yeah!

finally back at home, must complete my PI. tmr must hand up the 'die,die final draft'..

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
10:41:00 PM

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Politics is fun! =D

on the way home on the bus, i happen to overhear two guys talking bout PAP and WP. their conversation goes something like this..

A: i think WP is better (*yay*).. cause PAP like dissapears after the elections?
B: hmm?
A: u know something, after upgrading, the lights at my void deck use to be very bright, but now it's like getting dimmer and dimmer...
Me: *LOL* -silently-
B: mabe cuz no one complain?
A: and do u know the park near my home use to be full of beautiful flowers and nice trees, but seems like the trees are now bare and the flowers non-existent?
Me: *Was going to literally ROFL on the bus....*

then me and abby was arguing on the train, cuz she spport pap and i support wp.. LOL.. today was a tiring day la.. i decided not to go for bowling training cuz my wrist still hurts, but i'm going tmr.. kah wee super lame la! he sent a msg to me when he was sitting right next to me! to think the thing travelled all the way to space and back down again.. just for me.. aww.. =P

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
10:05:00 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

Happy Labour Day to all labourers!=D

anyways, i had a soccer outing with all my ex VS, ex 4H friends. yay! this time so many people turn out. heh! we walked for so long before we finally found an empty soccer court! haha.. cause the one we usually go to got people already.

justin almost got heat stroke. PHEW. feel better man. haha. the stupid minimart nearby not open, we had to walk all the way to 7-eleven in Changi General Hospital. we bought 5 super big gulps! =)

haha. how nice is it to be able to meet up with old friends after such a long time. the things we talk about, the stuff we crap, seems like we never actually seperated at all. how i miss those old times.

school begins tmr....

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
8:30:00 PM