Monday, July 31, 2006

dun close down ur blog Jesslyn!!! :(

sighs, i'm so gonna fail econs test..

haiz, why do i have so nothing to talk about these days..

guess school kind of really boring now...

i need a rocky song to perk me up now.. so yeah.. -THE MIDDLE- =D

It just takes some time
Little girl you're in the middle
Of the ride
Everything, Everything will be just fine.
Everything, Everything will be all right, all right

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
9:52:00 PM

Sunday, July 30, 2006

sunday, that means church as usual! haha, stupid manda ask me to come 5 mins earlier. then i reach there 5 mins earlier i dun see her. step into RiverOfLife then around 8.40am then she appear. her excuse? 'i overslept' LoL!!!

wells, she wanted to meet me earlier cuz me/dan/her/regina was suppose to conduct class today. ok daniel came totally blur cuz he went for NDP preview the day before. although i did some work my stuff had totally no link to what the girls were going to talk about so basically our whole lesson was kind of impromptu.. haha..

after church i headed with my family to one of daddy's colleague's wedding lunch. the first time i've been to a Malay Wedding! wahaha. it was way cool la. the malay food was great. the usual hot spicy curry stuff but then again who cares? =) then my dad's friends came. he had 4 kids + one still in the mummy's womb. IE on the way. fierce sia 5 KIDS. i wonder how he handles. the oldest one so cute. he still remembers my name. he comes up to me then waves and say 'HI JOSHUA KOR KOR!!' i tio stun i tot he forgot me but his memory so power! hahaha..

he and his sister when we were holidaying in malaysia and we met for the first time. don't they make a cute couple? wahahaha =P

econs test tmr *sighs*

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5:06:00 PM

Friday, July 28, 2006

Imagine a test u MUG 3 days for. ok i hate the word MUG cuz i makes me a mugger of which i'm not! studied for. and then latest news say no one got above 50!?!?!?! *SIGHS*

stupied GPP keep getting rejected. our GPP now has like... 3 pages.. and ppl from other classes.. 10 over.. i think my PW is doomed.. =(

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6:35:00 PM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Jesslyn appeared in school!!! hahahahahahah.. that girl's so funny. suddenly appear. like out of the blue. magical fairy? LoL..

Me: Errr, u still can fit into ur uniform meh!!?!?!?
Me: Errr, did u shrink or did i grow taller?
Jesslyn: *smackes*

haha.. ahh wells, studied in school till 6.30pm then go home. i feel relatively accomplished. but i know tmr's test sure got so many stunning questions i must as well just sit and stare at the blank script before me. GOD help me!!

sometimes i wish that u could tell when i wasn't tired but just feeling down. u take a yes for a yes and no for a no. somehow u can never tell. a great friend but maybe not a great comforter..

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10:19:00 PM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

I simply LOVE inter college events! wahaha. so many good looking pretty girls! *weEEEEEeeeEE* Note- Aj really have more pretty girls than Mj.. sighs. anyways, the seminar was boring, on National Education.

so ya basically just toured the whole school around. their library had 3 storeys! and they had their own version of Perk Cafe too! :). then they had this air-conditioned rest room for anyone in the school. and guess what, there's wireless internet in the room!!!! then outside the library have free newpaprer for anyone to take!!! wa lao their school so damn nice.

their auditorium was so big. like vs one. sad mj dun even have an auditorium, budget =P anyway so many schools went. not only colleges, there were secondary schools too. then catholic high boys were so funny in their short pants. how long has it been since i last wore VS brown short pants? hmmm..

when i needed someone, why wouldn't u there?

When all the world is looming dark
And things seem not so clear,
When shadows seem to hover 'round
Lord, may I persevere.
When it seems everything's been tried
And there's no way to go,
Just let me keep remembering
Sometimes the journey's slow.
I may just need to stop and rest
Along the path I trod,
A time to try to understand
And have my talk with God.
As I gain new strength to carry on
Without a doubt or fear,
Somehow I know things will be right,
And so, I persevere.

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
9:42:00 PM

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

i can't wait for tmr! AJC seminar. here the actual long name is... -Anderson Junior College's Annual Inter-Collegiate Seminar Paradigma 2006- seriously i have no idea what it's about but i think it's gonna appear nicely on my testomonial next time so just go for the fun of it. plus u get to meet new people? hahahaha.

anyways, today was a quiet day. only during gp lesson and recess ya then all the lame jokes from everyone came out. i studied after school with a couple of people then gerard/cleo/me went to find Mr Lin for some consultation that made me realised my physcis is way way retarded. nvms, i think i need to do a lot of question and more questions. =(

look at the wars around. look at the hunger. look at the fear, the cries of the millions unheard of. this earth is not a happy place. never will be, ever.

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
10:09:00 PM

Monday, July 24, 2006

the jap band this morning was just so good, they totally trash our school's concert band!

man, i didn't expect the econs test to be so unexpected. i think i wrote like out of point. sighs. i just hope i would turn out okay. all i'm asking is some results, some results please. ok fine, maybe it just came out and my mind went into a mental block state. maybe i just forgot to pray after all. Sorry God, i always forget about u. someone please remind me to pray next time.

anyways, school was a long boring day. we started out with PE with only KelvinWong & Me doing FnC since stupid Henry&WW started slacking and pon-ed the whole thing. sighs, slackers these days. ok then we had chem. lala.. ok going through the whole timetable is just plain boring.

did i mention that randy's eyes were like so RED. haha, take care of that eyes man. i went to loan blazer with chengxing. on the way walking down he was like talking to me about how he's been giving presents to a certain particular girl in the Japanese band that he liked. he gave like erm, college badge, nametag, and some heart shaped glass item. dunno la?! the things he tries to impress the girl with!

Me: So they understand english?
CX: No, hand signals lor.
Me: LOL!

imagine u like a jap girl and u try to communicate using hand signals. LOL!!! then i headed to C1-3 to study with Gerard/Canphy/GG/ZiQi. sighs, i was so distracted wasting time to get the lazer that my studies weren't frutiful at all! =*(.. i shall try again tmr!!!!

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
8:39:00 PM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

awww man i completely forgotten about the vs anniversary thingey. shit i actually missed a chance to go back. darn. curses. haix. sighs.

tmr got econs test on Monopolistic Competition. man who cares whether the producers produce whatever whatever la. just gonna mug for it. can't fail anymore test. sighs.

-is mugging a virtue?

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6:08:00 PM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

meet the parents session.

man, it was an eye opener. i've decided to work hard cuz i made a promise. guess what, when i step into the class room with my parents there was not only Mr.Hon. Mr Lin came also. then later on Ms.Heng. nerve-wreaking.. i really began to appreciate these teachers, i'm so regreatful i wasn't working hard to repay them. time to change..

*study time*

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8:20:00 PM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

thursday, a day with only 1 lecture, and the rest is full of tutorials...

anyway yeah the day kind of went by like a normal typical simple thursday. nothing spectacular. no randy, no abby, so not surprisingly the class was rather quiet. and weiwen was super quiet also. the class seems so moody nowadays. sighs.

anyway the only thing that strucked me was the compass talk that ms.lai gave us today...

it wasn't spectacular. it wasn't something propaganda. it wasn't like as if she owe us something. she talked with loads of sarcarsm, but what she said were all so very real. it made me realise, wow, 8 weeks to promos ain't a long time. truthfully, i'm not prepared. the time to prepare ain't long now. if i don't start now, when am i going to do so? she said 60% of the corhorte looking at the midyr results didn't even make the mark. shouldn't we quit the way we are thinking that 'oh, everyone's failing' and look to the fact that 'if 40% can do it, why can't i?'. if u are gonna give up and plunge into darkness, honestly i don't think anyone wants to go with u. little did i know that promos were more deadly then o's, more frightening. the reality chills me to the spine. i don't wanna waste the past 10 years of my life.. neither do i want to waste this year. i have the time, time to make up for mid yr lost and look ahead. Nil Sine Labore, nothing without labour. God can only do so much to help me, i must help myself.

anyway, yeah i went home with canphylia and kah wee - who very nicely waited for me while our group finished our GPP. wells, so much chatting on the bus.. haha.. always nice to chat with your friends.. =)

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
7:08:00 PM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

get well soon girl :)

today was a hot day, and then it started raining, and then it became a cold day.. *shivers*. anyway, typical day nothing much occured. except fora few interesting moments. During GP we prepared for the security seminar etc etc. so boring....

come to lunch.. then Randy was in his 'drunken state' again. dunno la, but he just suddenly got high and like sprouted this 3 tips. i.e girl pick up lines.

Randy's Law Of Picking Up Girls

Law 1:
Boy: i wanna give u 2 words..
Boy: I love U
Girl: HuH? but that's 3 words!
Boy: No, 'I & U'..... is one :P

Law 2:
Boy: Do u believe in love at first sight?
Boy: *revolves head and keeps glancing at girl with each complete revolution, depicting first sight with each round*
(i don't quite get this though)

Law 3:
Boy: I think your father is a terrorist..
Girl: WHAT!?
Boy: Becuase u are a bomb! :) [bomb i.e beauty that blows one off his feet]

hahahaha, so damn funny la he. then we go library play cards. miss hanxiaofang was such a nice teacher. randy was like 'lao shi, nevermind one la. u do ur thing we play card nvm right =P' in the end we got caught by another chinese teacher. LoL.. got chased out of library.. hahaha...

we headed behind LT to play. hmm, then after that decided to go for the seminar. so boring! ok la the videos were nice but other than that.. gRRrrr!!! oh everyone was saying that the 2nd Lieutenant looks like kum hung.. haha.. iris tio suan.. man she better not be reading this >.<.. after the stupid seminar then me/gerard/ziqi headed home together. we accompanied her all the way to outram park. actually we were planning city hall but oh wells we are such nice guys (self praise is no praise).. talking about food, we were trying to tempt ziqi, and on the train back we had banners of Singapore Food festival all aorund the train.. chilli crab/laksa/prata/satay! wa kao!!! i was so hungry!!!!!! -hehe, i love gossip *opps*-

-i heard something so unexpected today. shocking indeed....

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
9:13:00 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Happy Birthday Andrew!!!
-hey man u've been such a wonderful CGL. continue being the best you can be ok? God Bless! ;)

Happy Birthday Deb!

lalala, today i had chinese oral. it was quite ok. at least it wasn't like that of the 2003 listening which was a killer. phew. sighs i dunno what to blog about. it's like school have so many exams coming up. plus meet the parents on sat. i'm doomed. well, i'm gonna so pass the test. aim high and u may reach the clouds? we shall see. =)

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
10:18:00 PM

Monday, July 17, 2006

i was in church practically the whole day yesterday. i did ushering for the frist time, and worse formal dress code for the first time. wells, there's a first time to everything isn't it? haha..

then had CGL appreciation dinner. food was quite unique. some italian/mexican dishes. hmm not bad.. =) ai ya. wanted to taupok josh, then change to andrew.. in the end nv do anyhting.. hahaha..

Happy Birthday Guo Guang! =)

edit*
yay i did some homework, i'm proud of myself :P. should i go fr house meeting tmr? it's sucha waste of time :(

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5:00:00 PM

Saturday, July 15, 2006

woke up early in the morning to play DOTA with kah wee. he told me randy was coming online too and kh as well. then he msged me say his internet officially died. nvms so played with randy. then randy got disconnected. so in the end me and kh tio owned by 5 artificial intelligence.. GrRRR!!

then headed to school, reach school called henry then he said he was with gerard at elias macs having lunch. so ya headed there with wysen. talked crap.. headed back to school for CIP. just plain drawing "remembering bad memories of art classes" haix...

then the bunch of us headed to compass point. in case u dunno where that is, it's a mall in sengkang. walk around... walk around more, then headed home by 87.. isn't it nice to have a direct bus.. headed home with gerard.. haha, oh my... the things we could talk about. *evil grinz*
haha, guys have secrets too :D

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
10:18:00 PM

Friday, July 14, 2006

SIGHS, our old class gathering can never make it one! ONLY 5 PPL! =( me/abby/wengseng/ryan/andrew. haha, weng seng never learns, and he's still as funny as ever! ;)

anyway, watched pirates of the carribean, a stupid show which ended aruptly.. BAH, now hafta wait for another part to come out.. DUMB... tmr got some CIP painintg job. paint what? i dun even know larh.. i'm feeling very sleepy now, shall go sleep soon...

edit*
just played dota with kah wee. woot!

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
9:21:00 PM

Thursday, July 13, 2006

another tiring day, i dunno why i'm so sleepy in school nowadays. i read something so funn. i was sleepily logging online when poof, i read funny things and that perked me up! LOL.

at least chinese oral was something to cheer about. something easier than expected :) thanks God again.

after school went wee hian's house, henry came over. but the stupid ps2 controller port 2 failed to work and we ended up still stuck with 1 player. anyways me and kah wee then walked to white sands. hmm, mabe we should get a counter to generate how much nonsense we could come up with. uncountable..

Can you see me, here I am
I need you like I needed you then
When I feel like giving up
I climb inside your heart
I still find
You're my safest place to hide

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
9:08:00 PM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

let's start with chris and pang's favourite word. ALOHA! :P

anyway, i just returned home from a tiring bowling league. it was really the CCA training beforehand that already tired me out. and now all i wanna do is just lie in bed to ZZzzzzZZ.. oh must talk about my first league game experience.

MJC is being sponsored by some outside individual, so i get to bowl 3 games free. i assure u they are nerve-wreaking, expecially when u are playing against the older generation of people, whose experience alone maybe doubles that of yours. anyway, my first 6 frame of the first game was simply retarded. i kept missing the headpin. nvm, thanks to my teamates assurance, i finally picked up my game to bowl a 139. i still won my opponent =P.

2nd game was my highest ever game (a new record for me!) - i bowled 196! aww almost reach 200! =( 3rd game was ok of a 160. wells, i beat my opponent in all 3 games! *yay* thank God. my opponent was really a much more experienced player than me.

school was a typical day, cold morning thogh with the morning shower. showers of blessings? haha. tmr got chinese oral, and guess who's going before me. Iris! i'm doomed. plz wish me luck
:(

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
11:12:00 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

cool. i pass all my h1s, i fail all my h2s. here's the officially grades. i lazy to post score. or rather, i'm too ashame of them :(

Chinese -A
GP- E
Chem - B
Maths/Physics/Econs - U

SIGHS. must work extremely hard for promos now. Chinese oral's on thursday. hope i will do well. man i seriously dunno how i got distinction last yr talking crap to the examiner. maybe i try that tactic again.

sighs. don't u feel cold? i do. . it's like a part drifting away. goodbye forever? was the link just ever build on that fact? is what i fear most.. really a fact after all?

Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
U leave me here
Or nothing at all

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
9:58:00 PM

Monday, July 10, 2006

France LOST.

i'm so sad...

why did i support them.. =(

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
9:45:00 PM

Sunday, July 09, 2006

sunday sunday, a time for rest and relax... lalalalalala. it's church time again, dad's gone overseas for some company retarted. he left this morning at 5PM after watching the Germany match. know what? i set my alarm clock to wake up at 3AM, end up when my alarm ring i didn't even wake up! haha. so retarded. anyway, Germany won like i predicted they would. ai ya, have to give some face to the host nation right. after they malu malu lose to Italy. ok don't talk so much later France lose as well.

France to win world cup!

anyway, the week's been crazy with all the results and stuff. i officially failed maths and physics. to think i was even asking junyu how could he fail maths. in the end i still got the same marks as him. LoL. must be some vs mid-yr failure aura. sighs. S403, worst in level. how fantastic. see principal.

he sits down at his desk, holding the slip of note in his hands. tears flowed freely as he reads it's contents. he wonders if he should even stay. he thinks...
moments later he walks to his manager's office and hands in his resignation letter. before walking out the office for the last time, he glances sadly at the individual sitting at the nearby table. the person does not look up, seemingly caught in another world. tears streaming down his face, he steps out into a new world..

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6:21:00 PM

Friday, July 07, 2006

i never though i would do it, i did, i accept it..

this feeling never fades
this feeling never goes away
i just have to move on

it's amazing how u can speak right to my heart, without saying a word u can light up the dark...

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
10:14:00 PM

Thursday, July 06, 2006

oh man, our class is so screwed. principal meeting for poor results? is 06S403 doomed to suffer from curse for the next 2 years of our lives? -i fear for all my results-

he goes home from another day of work. this time he meets up with a good friend of his. they chatted about life, caught up on several issues. he hears several events that have been happening, and he recalls certain saddening past issues. he wonders to himself, he thinks for a long time.. on his way home, he knows that feeling would never fade away, but he wonders if he would ever get a chance...

as he goes to sleep he prays that tmr would be a good day for him.... he hopes from the bottom of this heart..

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
5:36:00 PM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

he hands in his project to his manager. 'damn' he thinks to himself, i'm so gonna do badly... i few days later he returns to a rejected script. he glances around him and sees his collegues with good grades, serveral of his good friends were all smiles with passes. he thinks to himself, 'didn't i help those friends before?'... he looks at himself, and realises what he's been doing. 'it's time to change things around,' he thinks, 'not for others, for me'...

Spoken Out Loud By Shua`
3:12:00 PM